Status Report: Week 4 (My Life Has Become A Survival Horror Game)

Horrors around every turn, limited resources, fumbling around in the dark; survival horror, indeed.

Friends, the past seven days have been super sh*tty. I’m still here; it’s the best thing I can say. I’m also largely feeling like I ruin anything I try to do, but that’s a depressing tale for another time. Suffice to say, I’ve been feeling lower than I have in a long time over the past week.

You ever have those times when, even if you try to do something positive to turn around a negative situation, you still manage to blow it? I’m not saying that happened to me but that’s exactly what I’m saying.

Yesterday I was finally able to get in to the Anthem demo and hoo boy. It was rough. I had to close out and restart the demo three times before I could even get into a mission. Once I got into that mission, I saw no less than six loading screens DURING the mission. Nothing saps my excitement (or, in this case, theoretical excitement) faster than weirdly placed or too frequent loading screens. Some games are obviously far worse than others, but Anthem is perhaps the worst I’ve seen. Yes, I know this was a demo, but with the retail release less than a month away, it’s a huge concern.

When I could actually load into a mission, it would often zap me into a loading screen for seemingly no reason. It happened when my team was close. It happened when my team ran ahead. It happened mid-fight. It happened mid-flight. If it was a moment I was doing anything or nothing, I’d get a loading screen. I’d totally understand if my team was way ahead of me and it was catching me up to them, but even when that happens in other games, it doesn’t pop me into a sometimes minutes-long loading screen. And that’s to say nothing of the myriad loading screens which loaded into the perpetual 95% which forced me to manually close the game and restart it.

All told, in the handful of hours I was able to play the demo, I had to manually quit the game and restart around a dozen times and it hard crashed once.

That’s not a good look.

I was able to play all three missions and most of the other content before the timer ran out on the demo and I was booted to that glorious loading screen I got to know so well. I wasn’t impressed with the movement (it felt mostly clunky to me) or controls, the AI was sometimes so bad it was immobile, the interface for the menus was equally clunky and overly complicated, and I generally wasn’t having fun.

I’m glad I don’t have Anthem pre-ordered. I’m so grateful to have been able to try the demo (thank you, Degan!), because now I know for sure I want to wait on Anthem.

The funny part of the evening came when I was in yet another loading screen. I sat there thinking, man, I wish I was playing Destiny 1. No joke, less than two minutes later, my frequent teammate Degan said, “I think I’m going to play some Destiny 1.” Now this wouldn’t be remarkable except neither of us had played it in ages. As we were both manually exiting the demo (why would it allow us to do it any other way at that point?), Degan noticed another of our regular teammates just happened to be playing…Destiny 1! It turned into a glorious return and all the things I suspected were confirmed: I firmly believe Destiny 1 is a far better game than Destiny 2. Movement is crisper, cleaner, and feels faster. The armor looks better. The sparrows are better. The interface looks a teeny bit dated, but still clean. The load times are shorter and not nearly as jarring. The Valus strike is still the best. All movement, shooting, supers, and traversal were better. I knew I suspected it, but playing for an hour tonight confirmed it for me: so many things were better in the first game.

I still haven’t finished Everything. I haven’t finished a single game this year. I pre-ordered the Resident Evil 2 remake and sent it to a friend so he could play it first, but at some point I’m excited to play it. I should probably go back and finish Resident Evil 7: Biohazard. I should probably finish ANYTHING at some point. This year has gotten off to a mess of a start for me in so many ways. Part of me wants to drown my troubles in games, but I also know my brain doesn’t work that way. Instead, my brain is keeping me from enjoying, well, anything really.

All I want this week is for it to be better; it’s a low bar to clear. I think I’m going to have to force myself, literally force myself, to finish Everything. Just because I don’t want it to end doesn’t mean I can never play it again. I’m a great big weirdo about this one experience. I’m also hoping Wandersong gets marked down on PSN because I’ve been wanting to play it for some time.

What will you be playing this week? What’s the next big release you’re excited for?

Please be safe out there, friends. And please check on those you love; you never know what they might be going through. And even if they are doing okay, who doesn’t love hearing from a friend who cares?

Thank you for being here. Cheers. <3

4 replies »

  1. I hope you have a better week.

    It seems I had a somewhat better exerience than you did with Anthem, although all I could do was play free play until last night. I liked the look of the game (I was really impressed wiith the environments) and felt it played OK (and within my expectations for it as it played like Mass Effect). I did finally get to do a story mission and what I got to play was pretty cool and I was interested in what I was seeing but then it booted me out for being too far away from my party and it proceeded to stay on the loading screen for five minutes… so I quit and moved over the the RE Remake HD.

    I see the potential for Anthem to be quite good but also if these issues come with the finalized game (the “demo” was six weeks older than the build that press played) then its going to be a nightmare. I hope it turns out good.

    This week I plan on finishing the RE Remake before moving on to the RE2 Remake.

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    • Thank you! It would be hard to be worse, so at least I have that going for me!

      I’m glad your experience with Anthem was better than mine! I agree that the environments were quite cool!

      I did hear that about the build, but even so…that’s pretty recent and it still would have been a handful of months from release. I’m concerned for sure. I have an unsettled feeling the launch is going to be rough. I hope they find a way to smooth it out far sooner than later!

      WHEEE!! All Resident Evil, all the time! All remade! I hope you have a great time!


  2. After reading your thoughts on the Anthem demo. I’m leary of playing it this upcoming weekend. Other than that, might jump back into GoW. Got some side missions to finish up. I traded in SoTR(Tomb Raider). Hadn’t played it in two weeks.

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